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its just not that. time.. comes, and then go. time.. fades away precious memories, that were once dear to us. time.. fills up emotional voids.. time.. may heal all wounds. time.. prevents everything bad from occuring all at once... and we can't stop this from happening.. ....  time.. also deepen cuts.. and add more bruises time.. is what makes agony feels like eternity. time.. is precious.. but the more precious time is, the more heartaches it brings when we lose it. time changes some things.. and there's no undo option. because time, doesnt allow us to turn it back.  keeping the faith is really hard, especially something which you don't have control over. and when it looks like theres hope, it is is usually surrounded by uncertainty. and in the end, what makes us loose faith is simply our own suspicions and lack of confidence, amongst the vast sea of uncertainty.. in which we usually drown in before we are able to swim in it. i know taking sides may not be that great. and things we see may not be the truth. its not that i don't wna support the remaining ones, but somehow i just cant bring myself to ignore the sadness they've brought upon. and that.. a sense of slight betrayal can be felt deep within.. me. perhaps because they're not on the same path, perhaps theres restrictions on them, perhaps actions taken just don't meet my eyes, and im sure theres a more thousand perhaps. but seeing something very precious to you being suppressed and at the state of suffocating, its hard for one not to point out culprits to blame on, just to feel better yourself and reduce the heartache you're experiencing. hoping that it'll help yr precious one, when in fact it doesn't help anyone but yrself. perhaps his intentions may be misinterpreted or over reacted, but what stress and hurt must he had gone through to publicly say it out, and resulted in nothing but just adding on to the bruises he already have? only if he were able to express his thoughts to them, only if.. im not him, so i dont know. but to see someone you adore get hurt, believe me, it just hurts a hundred times more.. because you're unable to help and can only simply stare at things getting worse. i guess shutting off the world right now is the only thing you can do. and im sure that work wonders. :) 힘내 is all i can say. one thing i know for sure is that.. my faith is shattering, but towards my precious one, it'll be everlasting. ♥ 
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Heart,Mind and Soul;Wanchin, 19 years old 04 May 1991.Kong Hwa School, '98 to '03 Chung Cheng High School (Main), '04 to '07 Tampines Junior College, '08 to present A Chinese Orchestra member in the Cello & Bass section. Cassiopeian,Primadonna, V.I.P   You're My Melody;Picture Of You;♥ is...1. visit korea! :D2. 3. Fingerstyle Guitar 4. watch dramas/mangas/animes (in progress) ._. Share The World;
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